Women Matters!

She is human too, you know. She has ambitions and emotions. She belongs; no, she owns the world. She is the reason we have this world. She is the birther, nurturer and cheerer of all of us. And we have pushed her to the background to make her fade………….away. Why is her existence makes you…

death was much fun than living.

The sun shines brighter today; or maybe I have opened my eyes a little wider and a little alive. Was I dead for so long? Damn! It does feel like I have been gone for a long time. I stare at the beautiful sky from the depth of my grave, all the colors mingled together,…

Abandoned

“Shh! Don’t cry, I will protect you.” She hushed up, little hiccups escaping her quivering lips; it was one of those nights when she saw her father beating her mum into a pulp. Her brother, Elias, holding her in his arms, trying to make her quiet or she would be the one getting punched too. Things…

Gone….

You broke my heart And claimed my soul Yet you are gone Like wind which never blew I tried holding on When other moved on You kicked me to the edge And watched me free fall Ripped our photos like memories Burned it into ashes like forest trees Yet you claim to be hurt When…

Why?

A thought crossed my mind, If the sun is so bright, Why it still gets masked at night. Why a melody only feels good, And not so much after some time. Why beauty is not constant, And why not everyone beholds it. Why life is not so perfect, And why we try to pretend it…

Tenure

Home is where the heart is; they say. I believe it. But as a med student I also know logically that heart is inside a membranous sheath called pericardium, then it is situated between the lungs and enclosed by the ribcage with a muscular layer on top. heart is surrounded and protected; well physically speaking,…

wondering life.

Sometimes I wonder if the rain is more enjoyable than the warmth of sun? If the daylight makes it more easier to forget or the deep slumber of night? If the city lights are soothing or the lantern and stars? If the simple taste of coffee can relax the uproar in my mind? If happiness…

LOVE.

I bleed love, I cry love, I slit my wrist and all I ooze out is love. but, I tasted love, it’s bitter, I saw love, it’s ugly, I embraced love, it wounded me, I invited love, it robbed me, I loved love, but love ……………………… hated me.

Birth Day

Today marks my 23rd birthday in this bleek and fleeting world.How do I feel?I feel nothing and everything, but I do feel like now my time is just getting short. When I was in my teens there were several moments when I wished I would just dive into my 20s but now I feel like…

life in quarantine

Welcome to my blog after such a long time. It has been almost 3 to 4 months since I have been here and it feels nostalgic, kind of sad and good. Due to Covid-19, the whole world is badly affected and it has been so hard on everyone; from financial crisis, health crisis to every…

Peace.

And after a long time of holding on, he crashed down. The light in his eyes finally dimmed down and all he was left, was a dead soul in a lethargic body with no aim or objective in life…..It all started by the search of happiness, he roamed and explored every day and night. All…

Blindfolded.

As you clench your bedsheet in your handWith agony like a room painted blackThe sky for you is a milky-wayBut it is decorated with dew drops colored redYou breath with your mouth openGasps still unheardBut you unclench your fist everydayLetting go of the coversAnd rise up. You dunk your head in the bathtubThe water fill…

My resolution.

2020.All the worries of 2019 and all the blisters of previous years are still on me, the sadness, anxiety, grief and every bad emotion that I am carrying, I have brought them to this year as well. But all I want for 2020 is to bring the warmth, love and goodness of all the previous…

Reflect.

Self Care.

“Self-care is often a very unbeautiful thing.It is making a spreadsheet of your debt and enforcing a morning routine and cooking yourself healthy meals and no longer just running from your problems and calling the distraction a solution.It is often doing the ugliest thing that you have to do, like sweat through another workout or…

Faded

The need to rum away is overwhelming. Every second awake is every second spent on how to cope up with this feeling of utter dullness and void that can just be casted away if one leave. But leaving is so much difficult. There are thousand different obstacles when one tries to leave. And if one…

False positive

Like a lump lodged in my throat Are these feelings Having an asphyxiating grip on my lungs Causing pain And making me wail but no tears escape All I see is people giving you lectures About positivity About how things will be alright Yet they seldom believe The truth the shape in front of others…

Word #4

When life wounds around your neck and uncertainty of future grasp your heart, there’s only two ways to go; either let it out of your mind or obsessed about it constantly and right now I don’t know what is the best approach. Because letting go would be like giving one self a long rope to…

Word #3

The best of memories break you too, because once nostalgia hits, all you think is how you won’t get that time back.