death was much fun than living.

The sun shines brighter today; or maybe I have opened my eyes a little wider and a little alive. Was I dead for so long? Damn! It does feel like I have been gone for a long time. I stare at the beautiful sky from the depth of my grave, all the colors mingled together,…

Abandoned

“Shh! Don’t cry, I will protect you.” She hushed up, little hiccups escaping her quivering lips; it was one of those nights when she saw her father beating her mum into a pulp. Her brother, Elias, holding her in his arms, trying to make her quiet or she would be the one getting punched too. Things…

Gone….

You broke my heart And claimed my soul Yet you are gone Like wind which never blew I tried holding on When other moved on You kicked me to the edge And watched me free fall Ripped our photos like memories Burned it into ashes like forest trees Yet you claim to be hurt When…

Why?

A thought crossed my mind, If the sun is so bright, Why it still gets masked at night. Why a melody only feels good, And not so much after some time. Why beauty is not constant, And why not everyone beholds it. Why life is not so perfect, And why we try to pretend it…

Tenure

Home is where the heart is; they say. I believe it. But as a med student I also know logically that heart is inside a membranous sheath called pericardium, then it is situated between the lungs and enclosed by the ribcage with a muscular layer on top. heart is surrounded and protected; well physically speaking,…

wondering life.

Sometimes I wonder if the rain is more enjoyable than the warmth of sun? If the daylight makes it more easier to forget or the deep slumber of night? If the city lights are soothing or the lantern and stars? If the simple taste of coffee can relax the uproar in my mind? If happiness…

Old songs.

We miss the things that are associated with good memories. Like the smell of our childhood blanket, Or the smell of our parent’s backyard garden. Even the smell of our mother when she embrace us. And dad’s voice when he used to throw us in the air, just to catch us. Today I feel like…

Like before.

I absolutely love the song Demons by Imagine dragons. Why? Because of it’s message; that the real demon is inside of us. Out of all the things we hate, the thing we hate the most is what actually exist in us. For example, I hate people who thinks that they are everything. And the irony…

Puppets.

We are puppets on string. We play one part, we modify ourselves and play another part and this hoes on until the Lord upstairs feels that our time is up and He cuts our string and just like that we are out. Game Over. I was so optimistic for this year. I was hopeful, energetic…

Sad day.

Today was a sad day. No. Nothing bad happened. It just rained. And I felt drained. Today was a sad day. Nothing to worry about. Life went on. Network was gone. And phone’s battery was down. Today was a sad day. Nothing special, it was same old. But I realized; We are people with no…

GOAL.

Stagnant water always gets murky, smelly and a place for different pathogens to breed. Life, likewise, when becoming monotonous feels like a burden. Tackling life as it comes has been one of the major things we human beings have to learn and those who know this art are winning at life. I never thought that…

A sad story.

Whispers…. Gasps…. Fights… And laughs. Broken… Battered… Bruised… And used. Still! Breathing… Living… Trying… And existing. All souls alike… Yet, No surprise, That empathy still dies.

Be brave.

Hey. Happy First Friday of 2019. Firstly this is somewhat about myself with a little motivation for all. So if you guys want to skip my sob story then that’s ok but if you want the boost to your ego then go ahead. 🙂 I wanted to begin this year with hope. I feel like…

I made it.

If doors were locked I will find the keys If love is lost I will find the peace If harshness prevails I will sharpen my smile If hatred blooms I will hide my cries If nobody cares I will care just more And if lonesome I feel I will find a better year to say,…

hypocrisy

Two years ago, my sister, followed her passion for drawing. Keep in mind that she is not really good but for a 12-year-old, she is better, plus artwork is an acquired skill, people get better at it with time. So with a lot of encouragement from us, she started her own Instagram blog purely for…

Free yourself.

Fall out happens. And they leave us tarnished; scarred even but for all I know we humans have the superpower to heal ourselves from such events, and the best way to heal is to forgive. I have always fought with my dad about him not taking revenge in any way or form and forgiving people…

The cruelty of time.

Inhale… Exhale.. Inhale… Exhale.. Keep going….. Repeat….. Now breathe….. Life has a funny way of keeping us on our toes; it’s always in a competition with us, life wants to have the last laugh and it sure as hell wins every time and we poor souls just get up rubbing our butt just to fall again. It’s…

Just be…

A brain is a complex place/organ. If you have seen the animated movie “Inside out“, you might get a visual aid into understanding how miraculous our mind is. But what makes it miraculous is the storage we put in it. It depends on us how we use it, really, it’s true no matter what anyone…